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my life is about to change and im ready for it
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[18 Jun 2005|11:36pm] |
the brews-nofx
in peices-bane
champagne is a paper cup-death cab for cutie
none shall pass-into the moat
face:face-norma jean
floater-every time i die
push it away-terror
Andrew
Brenton
Tommy
stephanie
geena
aimee
ronny
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[09 Jun 2005|10:01pm] |
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i wanna play hoops and dunk on yo ass
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[06 Jun 2005|12:49am] |
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who wants to fight?
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[16 May 2005|10:00pm] |
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surgery is a bitch and i miss playing basketball
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| sorry for the delay |
[06 Jan 2005|11:12pm] |
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i was just thinking about the tsuamni we had. it was a very tragic thing to happen to so many people. but also i see that people are helping this makes me smile because people are always saying how bad the world is and how bad things are getting. and yes i think there bad at times but when i see things like this i have to sit back and say hey maybe its not so bad after all and maybe people are for the most part pretty nice and caring for what goes on in the world. and im so glad to see all these people that are seen as selfish like sports stars and movie stars come out and pay so much money to help these people. i know our society is greedy and power hungry but maybe there is a light at the end of the tunnel.
on another note here are things that i want to happen in 2005 for me
1. i want to get my act together and plan my life and pass school
2. i want to be a better basketball player and take my game to another level
3. i want to get back down to 185 like i was last winter
4. buy more cds and dvds
5. save more money
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| pride cause the fall |
[19 Sep 2004|12:58pm] |
its been a long time since i updated this thing
Tennessee cheated Florida won that game Auburn has got to be the luckiest team ever and Bama lost Brodie to a torn ACL
this has been quite the weekend played in the mud on thursday went to On The Border friday and saturday i did the unthinkable i stayed home
yeah what a night
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[23 Aug 2004|09:27pm] |
im going back to JeffState and i start the 24th and man that blows a rod.
today has been so hectic and i need to rest.
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[21 Aug 2004|12:26am] |
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i dont like being a sucky human being
im a really crappy christian and sometimes a really crappy human being. i feel im fake in both senses a fake christian and my personality is fake. i sometimes forget who i really am, why is that? why do you get caught up hiding who we are that we forget who we are anyways so then it does matter. that is a topic of discussion. for all that reads this post and for all that believes in prayer do that for me. because im lost in the transition of growing up and finding out who i really am. i just need to stay true to myself but 1st ive gotta find out who i am and who i want to be.
-josh-
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| BITE IT YOU SCUM |
[17 Aug 2004|01:59pm] |
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the best way to describe how i feel right now is odd i dunno im in a good mood and i dont think i should be considering the past few days have been well weird and totally off the way i live life and i want everyone to know thats its gonna be alright and that no matter what i love you not that anyone gives a funk or anything but lets pretend you do. :)
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| swallow your pride |
[06 Aug 2004|04:46pm] |
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ive been learning something these past few days about. that im selfish and prideful. im not gonna say why but i am. i think people need to learn to swallow there pride and just let things go. even if your not always wrong just a simple apologie goes a long way. also ive learned that kindness goes along way as well. people just dont realize that at all. i know that in my expericence with kindness that we always, just think of ourselves instead of just putting other people first and letting them be number one everynow and then.
-josh-
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[14 Jul 2004|10:32pm] |
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heres a thought
why do we always say that the way we do church sucks and its boring and repetive and well simply put boring.
well if its so boring why doesnt someone do something about it instead of complaining about how bad church is.
personaly i like the way we do church i mean its old fashion but the old people like it and we owe it to them to keep it old fashion i mean they have paid there dues
i love my church and the people in it and i dont get me wrong i hate christian sub-culture and everything but the way we do church if someones heart is in it then why take that away from them and if you heart isnt in it then there is a place for everyone.
i love you all and continue to flood my journal with your comments
-josh-
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[14 Jul 2004|03:48pm] |
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this will be my 2nd entry for today but i dont update alot so i think i can put as many posts as i want.
i heard this today the president of the Peta organazation was interviewd and was asked if he was in a boat with an animal(you pick what kind) or a child and the boat was sinking which one would he save
his reponse: "it depends on the intellengence of the child"
now thats messed up he would save an animal over a child which leads me to believe that he is scum that is the most heartberaking thing ive ever heard a human life. a life with a soul a life that has a chance to do something great or a freakin animal who contribues nothing to our society. hmmm i have my concerns on issues like these which also leads me to believe that people dont have it all together like they believe they do.
im truly shocked at this country sometimes. this also makes me want to be a nicer person and take care of people i love and care about.
pray for me because i need it.
-josh-
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[14 Jul 2004|03:42pm] |
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ok ive got some things on my mind. i dont know if any of you have heard this or not but these people who dont go to church because of they hypocites in the church itself. to me i think that is the biggest cop-out and excuse not to go to church just because: they dont wannt get up on sunday mornings or they have other things to do. now i know that there are hypocrites and people that gossip in church but isnt church supposed to be about worshiping God and a place of praise other than a place of judgement. if a person in your local church is a hypocrite forget about them go to church for yourself and enjoy being a follower of christ and quit worrying about other people in the church.
-josh-
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| where we bleed |
[12 Jul 2004|01:33pm] |
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ok John Kerry is leading in the latest polls which is bad thing for Bush lover like myself i like the guy and i hope he wins he has my vote and for those who arent going to vote because you dont care you suck its your RIGHT to vote and you should vote vote and vote and VOTE FOR BUSH because Kerry is a faggot
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| time to rise |
[10 Jul 2004|02:52pm] |
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VOTE FOR BUSH if ya know whats good for ya
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| all ears all eyes all the time |
[04 Jul 2004|08:11pm] |
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change is so hard to deal with sometimes i wish i could stop it ive been going through some personal changes and i cant explain why i often wonder if im changing or is my freinds changing i wanna know but if i ask it wouldnt help me at all because the people i feel are changing wouldnt understand what i see and i couldnt explain but it still wouldnt merit anything. but maybe its me maybe im changing and im leaving everyone behind maybe im the one who has a diffrent view on life. who the hell knows i wish i could explain this and talk to everyone openly about it but i just cant so just when you think about me remember im a man in need of freinds.
-josh-
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| live the life you love |
[04 Jul 2004|12:29am] |
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ok its been a freaking long time since i even looked at this thing
i dont have anything to say really just that ive been expercing changes in my life and seeing other people change and i cant stop it even if i told them about it they wouldnt understand or give me some bull s excusse(sp) so whats the point
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| all in a year |
[01 Jun 2004|02:51pm] |
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its been a while
ok here is my rant and rave
im so sick of people making decisons for other people in the light that they know what is best for you. we all here this from our parents and while they may think they know what is best for you the truth is they dont. i think that your parents are the biggest influence in your life but they shouldnt make all your decisions for you. if they think you are doing something wrong then they should tell you what they think not decide for you that to me is wrong. because in the end we have to stand on our own 2 feet and face this world alone. so your mom and dad need to let go so to some extent and let you grow up and i think my mom and dad are starting to do this with me. but i also am 20 years of age but this is my point of view from way back ago and i still live with it.
-josh-
xfollow your heartx
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